Did I make the right decision?

Lucy • 18 // exotic animal & dog mom 🤷🏼‍♀️

Hey everyone! I’m 17 and I’ve never dated anyone or kissed anyone. My mental health is not the best, but I am on medication yet I still struggle with depression/suicidal thoughts and the like, so I’ve never really been interested in dating but have had plently of crushes. Today a boy asked me to be his girlfriend (I do like him but he’s not my type, and I’m not sure if he’s a good guy) and I let him down and said no out of spite. Did I make the right decision? Should I worry about dating/relationships at my age or should I just go with the flow. - A confused teen:(