So when I first moved to the state I live in. I went to fb to find friends. Lol idk how or why but that's how I've met almost all the ppl I know now. Fb or MySpace lol anyway I met this guy I thought he was cute he was from the area. Long story short he dubbed/friend zoned me lol. I dont know when we started talking again but we were texting on the regular. Fast forward we've been friends for 6 years (he cut me off once cus he thought I was jealous of a bogus ass relationship he had w a girl who was obviously lying to him, me being a friend had to tell him how it is). He started talking to me again I'll come visit him we were good. 2015-2016 was a very hard time for me. So me being me I went to Maryland where he lived for his birthday. We got high we got drunk and before we went to sleep this man cried on my shoulder and expressed how much he was in love with me & how he wanted to be with me. This information through me for a loop, I was blindsided. Now this guy isn't a bad guy, if it wasn't 6 years of strictly friendship maybe i dont know. I couldn't give him a straight answer, I was being pressed. (TMI during this time I was going thru a forced miscarriage) it was a bad time & he knew but yet this made him realize how much he was in love with me, his words not mine. So I went home still no answer from me. Mind you I thought about it, I wasn't in love with him. I only loved him as a friend. I never looked at him no other way. So when the next month come he calls me up and states we no longer can be friends since I never gave him an answer. This man started to show his true colors idk if he was hurt or what. But he went off stating that he gave me money (2x and I felt horrible about receiving it bcus there's always a catch. I never asked him I vented as friends do and he sent it maybe 3 times no more than 5, but he spent money on me bcus he parked my car and I received a ticket, I'm not paying for that.) Then says I never gave him any pussy. It was a lot. I cried and bowed out the friendship. I don't believe I deserved any of that. He called me a week later to ask if I was in a relationship from fb (no), and to apologize at 2 am (I deleted his #) but meant everything he said, his words not mine. Smh I didn't speak to him for awhile. Time goes by and i received a text from him to pray for his mom. I respond and that was it. Then time goes by again I get a fb request from him, I accept I forgive him but I can't be friends with this man who once hurt me. He was a good guy but turned ugly quick. Fast forward he's married w a son. I'm very happy for him. I always felt like a stepping stone for men to get to their true love/happiness. I have no problem being that person. I pray one day I'll get my happy ending. When I told my brother this story he says yeah he was in love, you couldn't tell. Hell no, if I knew I would've fell back or i dont know who waits 6 years of friendship to hold onto an emotion like that. I dont know I wish nothing but the best for him and his. He will always have a place in my heart.