I want to make him a sibling so bad!!!!!!

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His third birthday is in august. I really really really really really never imagined my kids being this far apart in age. EVERYONE is telling me he would be so happy with a sibling and we shouldn't wait too long. If I knew TTC for number two would be so f*ing hard, I would have started the second I stopped bleeding after giving birth, and NOT right after his first birthday. I'm so mad and I hate my failing body right now. Rant over.