Really hurt 😔

So my boyfriend said I wasn’t a good mum and don’t know how to look after my baby all because I told him she doesn’t need another bottle she’s just had 6oz (she’s 3 weeks old) anyway he screamed at me she’s hungry get her a fucking bottle and It just made me feel like utter shit, he said why does your mum have her some nights and it’s because I’m still in pain from my episiotomy but he said it’s because I’m trying to get her used to my mum so I can go out clubbing. I change every nappy do every bath, every bottle. He does nothing but the odd feed😔😩