My husband and I have been together almost 5yrs, will be married for almost 3, and we have 2 littles girls (2 year old and 6months old). I am not on any birth control bc I am so tired of being on it and what it does to me mentally and physically. I’ve been on bc since I was 12 (29 now) and other than the times we’ve planned I’ve been on depo and mirena. I’m not ready just yet to have another baby since I’ve had preeclampsia twice and want my body to rest, but I would like another and if it happened now I would still be happy. My husband says that he is fine with just the two and doesn’t want anymore. He has known since the beginning I’ve wanted 3-4kids so him saying that he is done is kinda heart breaking bc u can’t really negotiate stuff like that. I haven’t had sex with him like that bc I don’t want us to get pregnant and than he feels like I trapped him with another kid. I just want my rainbow baby. During my last pregnancy we were pregnant with twins but sadly lost one and I am now coming to terms with it. Hopefully he will change his mind one day bc I don’t know if I ever will.