Soo i met this guy and had been talking to almost a month when i found out i was pregnant. So pretty much got pregnant the first night we even met and fucked. Soo i talked to him and we were on the same boat on getting a abortion. But as soon as i told him of course, i told him i was going to ghost him and disappear for a bit because my emotions and everything were all over the place. But he also decided to just disappear. He didnt talk to me for about two weeks and he decided to come back to talk to me the day i got the abortion and was all emotional and a mess. Last night i went over to his house for us to talk about everything that happened and to idk get closure or idk. We talked about all that happened. How i felt during everything. We talked about what we wanted in life and what we wanted to do together.

When i told my best friend she got really mad at me and saying how im going go get back with the guy that wasnt therre for me not once and blah blah. I get her point. I do but if it wasnt for me have gotten pregnant she wouldnt have hated him this much and we would have never stopped talking if i didnt get pregnant literally the first night we even met. We would have never had to have a break from each other.

He wants to go back to how it was between us and how we were just always hanging out and doing couple things but not actually dating. I do love the idea because i hate the fact it even stopped. And he is over here really trying to be better and wants to meet my family.

but my friend hates it and tell you the truth i dont care. But its hard. She that kind of friend that only wants everything during her time and when she wants. Everything has to go her way! And i am getting really annoyed by everything.