I dont know if I need advice or just a listening ear.. I am 30 weeks pregnant with a 15 month old. He's a momma's boy big time.

I've nursed him since he was born. Even though, my milk dried up around 10 weeks. He comfort nurses to sleep. He comfort nurses constantly in the middle of the night. Hes slept through the night like once in his life & this has been going on for months so Its not just a phase.

I get terrible butt pain. So getting down on the floor for diaper changes is getting extremely difficult. Getting up out of bed to get a bottle is hard too. Holding him is getting alot harder.

Hes constantly flopping all over my stomach or kicking my stomach when he nurses. Which was fine until this past week. My belly is getting alot bigger, quick.

So needless to say, my back hurts, my butt hurts, and I'm exhausted from pregnancy insomnia & from him not sleeping.

I also have to have a c section so I'm terrified about recovery with him. We wanted our babies close in age. But I really thought he would be done nursing and sleeping through the night by now. I dont regret having another one. I just wish we would've waited a little longer.

Send thoughts, send prayers, hell... just send help.

-ONE TIRED MOMMA