Is anyone else feeling the same?

I’ve been trying to conceive for a while now and i feel so emotionally drained. I keep telling myself stop being so hopeful and getting myself so excited cos every time I end up with the same. Damn. Negative. Test.

I know people say try not to try BUT HOW?! I’m so ready for this and I just can’t wait :(

Seeing all my work colleagues getting pregnant and people around me getting pregnant hurts! Especially when me and my partner have been together for much much longer than them :(

I don’t know where else to turn. People don’t understand.