So defeated

This is month 8 of ttc #2 and I just don't think it's going to happen. I have 3 days til AF is supposed to show but I feel like I'm PMSing like crazy and it's just not a go this month.

I am so thankful for my son and if he's it then that's totally fine, but would just love to give him a sibling.

Sorry to vent just so exhausting all of this.