Well PMS just hit me like a truck. Suddenly I’m in the worst mood ever, pissed off, depressed, just fucking annoyed at every little thing. Typical for me when AF is coming.

I really thought this would be our month. October use to be so lucky for us. So many our life events happened in past Octobers.

I know we haven’t been trying as long as some but it was just so easy with our first. I just never expected it would take this long for a second. I don’t know how many more months and disappointments I can take. Maybe it’s time just to get a puppy.

... I really thought this would be our month.