My husband and I have been together for about 6 years now, married just over a year. We have an amazing baby boy who is going to be 2 Wednesday,and two foster kiddos we are in the process of adopting. My husband has known then since they were born.

Well back in May I found out I was pregnant with our second baby. We were OVER the moon.

I'm a type one diabetic and our son was a miracle on his own.

Anyway I had a miscarriage and still blame myself to this day. Yes I know it wasn't my fault I have been told that numerous times. It was an ectopic pregnancy.

All I'm asking is for huge baby dust bombs and what not. We really want our rainbow baby.

Also baby dust to each and every other mommy waiting for their rainbow baby as well.

The pic is when my baby was born and the other is of him and his sisters.