It's not really a question or anything. I just want to be able to get how I am feeling out there in someway. My husband just went to get a pregnancy test since my mum said take one when we wake up. But here's the thing, I've been there and done that plenty of times by myself. Everyone's getting their hope's up and I know what's going to happen. Just another negative. I don't want to go through that again. It is just reminding me of all the times of me being alone in the bathroom crying over a negative. I don't want to take this test.