Can't wait anymore

I started spotting last week on October 13 with horrible back pain, had an ultrasound on Tuesday that showed that the baby was measuring 6w3days with no heartbeat while I was 8w5days. I took the pills to end the pregnancy on Wednesday of last week because I couldn't stand the thought of waiting for my body to miscarry naturally. I'm now going on week 2 of bleeding and a week of light spotting. I thought it stopped for a day, but now its picking up again.

When will this ever end? All I want to do is try to get pregnant again. The waiting is torture. All I can think about is this miscarriage.