Husband watches porn

So I asumed every now and then my husband might watch some porn but every other day! Even when I'm home! The first time I found out was >1 month into our marriage. We talked about it and I clearly said it made me uncomfortable. The second time I caught him I actually walked in on him watching it! He "promised" not to do it again. But just the other day I caught him again!!! He was so angry that I had caught him.

Ever since the first time I walked in on him sex has been different for me. I dont feel a connection anymore. It feels like im just a fuck toy. Its not satisfying or enjoyable it feels almost like work. And if I dont say yes to sex he watches more porn.

The porn and half naked women hes looking at make me feel real insecure. Like those are the bodies she wants but he has to settle for me. He used to love my body and slow gentle sex would make both us finish, but now he only does with rough sex.

Its long I know I just needed to get it off my chest.