My weird moment🤦🏽‍♀️

So when I masturbate I usually have a person I think abt while I do it. Lately I haven’t had a specific person Bc I don’t have a crush rn. But there’s this boy in my class who acts sorta weird with me. Last class I was reaching for a paper and he grabbed my wrist tightly. I looked at him and he was all like “what? I can’t grab u like that?” Now mind you, I’m into all tht rough shit and he lowkey turned me on😂. And he’s not ugly or nothing I just would never have thought he would be into ME. ( if he even is) But I was in class so I’m all like “stoppp watt r u doingggg” acting like I didn’t like what just happened. SO TODAY I was in the mood and I used him as a person to think abt Bc why tf not and on accident, I called out his name and finished faster than I ever have before.... I scared tf outta myself. ANYWAYY my question is: is this weird? Like is there something wrong with me Bc now I think I might have a crush on him😂

Btw I’m 16 and I’m sorry if they way I type or tell my story annoyed you