Emotional

Hi ladies! So I recent had a beautiful baby 5 weeks ago, and since then I’ve moved in with my dad to help me save money to buy a home. Although, it’s so stressful, I expected him to be understanding with a baby and by that I mean the house not always being the cleanest, I do cleanup after myself but at time it gets tough with no sleep all I wanna do is rest and I hear it everyday (and it’ll be his mess also!!) how I don’t clean and my dogs need to go (there outside all day) also I get judged with what I eat, my bf says so put up with it it’ll worth it in the long run but I’ve even quit breastfeeding because I get no privacy. What should I do? Also, I can’t have any visitors if they wanna see the baby which has been super hard since I’m home all the time and if I go someplace he non stop text me why I took the baby out why I’m out past 8. Also my bf, today I went to Starbucks alone and he got mad at me because I didn’t want to take him, I just wanted time alone but anything I do is wrong