I need help asap!

I just sent this to my ex because he keeps saying he's more into me than I am into him so this is the first time I poured my heart out to him. When I said I miss us, I didnt mean I miss us just being together. I mean I miss hanging out and having dinner with your family, I miss being so connected with them and feeling like I was wanted there. I miss your dad asking why I hadn't come to the house in a week. I miss you body slamming me on the couch or picking me up and walking around. I miss laughing at eachother. I miss hearing your dad tell me stories about you and him saying to us that when we get married we're gonna go on a trip with all the couples. I miss helping your brother figure out how to put a wall paper on his phone. I miss sitting on the couch and you telling me all these plans for when we moved in together. I miss your sister asking me to come help her choose a dress for the father and daughter dance. I miss going to the super bowl game and you being so proud to have me. I miss your uncle telling me how you talked about me to him. I miss your brother saying we're good together and that he liked us being together. I miss being there and you wrapping your arms around me and kissing me while your family laughs and tells us it to much. I miss judging who could shot gun a beer faster. I miss driving you guys to get more beer and having your whole family go. I miss your brother praying before I even start driving or your dad yelling at you because you had a beer in the car. I miss your brother making fun of me for being short. I miss sitting in your cousins room and cracking jokes. I miss your sister showing up that night and hugging me as soon as she saw me. I miss your dad hugging me and telling me he loved me. I miss you coming over and playing games and fitting in with my family like you had known them forever. I miss my family knowing I was the happiest I had ever been and telling me you're a keeper. I miss the fact that our our dads knew eachother already. I miss you saying I was your one and only. I miss you making jokes about our wedding day. I miss you posting about how happy you were with me and how I was your wcw. I miss us blowing up eachothers phones if we didnt answer or if one of us fell asleep. I miss you facetiming me all the time. I miss you calling to wake me up so I could come over. I miss you answering my calls so amped up to talk to me. I miss both of us screen shotting almost every snap. So I do miss us but their is a lot more to us than we thought. We weren't just falling for eachother. I am interested in you, I didn't mind hanging out while you slept cause I know you had a long night. Thursday it felt like we were back, we were laughing and being who we are together, as soon as you got in the truck we were us. When you sang forever girl I felt it and it felt like you were crazy about me again. I met it when I said I missed this that night. I loved you singing love songs back to your house. In my mind I was like shit maybe this is what its supposed to be. But it takes 2 to make us both into eachother. The fact that both of us remember currtain things about the relationship like all our memories and exactly what we would text eachother shows that it met a lot to us. You were my everything, you were the person I looked forward to talking to every day. You were the person that made me the happiest. You were the person I felt right with. You were the guy my dad likes and respected. You had no problem calling him and asking if I could stay out later. I remember looking at engagment photos cause I thought this was it. I never let somone go to joes or get close eith my family like I let you. I never fell for somone so fast and I never clicked with someone like you. Im not gonna waste my time if you aren't trying to get back all that.