So my mom passed away... so far the hardest thing I ever had to deal with. Me and my mom were soo close, too close. Anyway she always said she wanted to be cremated and dumped into the ocean... I want to follow her wishes yet the thought of actually dumping her breaks me. I know it isnt about me it's about her. I feel I must do it. But I couldnt imagine not having her here. That's all I have of her. I'm just so lost. I wish she would of gotten buried so I could have a place to mourn... what would you do?? Is it wrong to wait a while b4 I let her go??? I just need some advice and opinions. Please no judgements... this is hard enough.