Baby Fever 🙃

I just need to vent. I’m 24 and my boyfriend is 22. I haven’t finished college and I’m stuck in an entry level job for the time being due to finances. He has awesome parents who help him financially. He just graduated with his bachelors degree and is currently applying to graduate schools to start next fall. We have an awesome relationship. As of right now, we don’t plan to get married until he finishes grad school. I completely agree with that decision. A couple of months ago I had a pregnancy “scare”. I wasn’t pregnant but ever since then I’ve had some INSANE baby fever. His grad school program will take 3 years. I don’t want to wait that long to have a kid, or to get married. I’m so over it but I can’t ask him to put his dreams on hold just so I can have a baby that we’re not ready for. We use protection and we’re super careful but I keep hoping some kind of accident will happen🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 I know that’s super selfish but I’m trying to get over the baby fever. Ironically I didn’t even want kids like a year ago...😬