I’m going to be super blunt, I’m in a really bad and dark place right now, I don’t have anyone on my side. My family doesn’t speak to me. For months I have been on Facebook asking to hang out with friends and get no response. Well my 27th birthday is this Saturday and I had made a post asking for someone to hang out with me since my family won’t and no one has reached out to me.

I’m not trying to be a vein person when I say this but I’m the kind of person that always goes out of my way for others, I hold surprise parties and I’m always the first to spend my money for anyone who doesn’t have any even when I have none. I’m just a nice person. But I have a really bad fear of being alone and I’m very alone.

I don’t know what to do.. and I’m starting to break down.