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Guys I am feeling so drained lately. Idk why. I'm just stressed out. I forced myself to shower for the first time in a week today. Im overwhelmed with motherhood. My husband took a week off work to try and help me out around the house and with the baby but it honestly just made me feel bad about myself. Selfish for wanting time away from my daughter. She has so much fun with her dad and I miss playing with her but I'm also just so unmotivated to get on the floor and play. I'm so tired all the time. I've taken two pregnancy tests and they were both negative so I know that's not the issue. Sigh ):