I never want to speak to people when I get angry or in an argument.

Anytime I get into an argument with a family member or my boyfriend I don’t want to speak to them after the whole situation. Everyone gets mad about that, especially my boyfriend.

Idk what causes me to be like this. I just feel like if I’m mad, I need to walk away and get my mind right, before I say something extremely hurtful.

Also, when someone is ready to make up, I never am. I just see it as, if you make me mad, it’s not going to be on your time when I decide to make up with you, it’s going to be on my time.

I do hate this about myself, I hate that I isolate myself and hold on to things, but sometimes I feel like I can’t control this feeling. Is anyone else this way? Or, is there something wrong with me?