Scared to test!!!

I’ve been trying nearly 2 years, I had a mc last September at 13 weeks.. I have not had any indication of getting pregnant since. In fact, my cycles have been absolutely wonky. This month, however, feels different but I’m scared to get my hopes up 😓 I had spotting at 7 DPO (Currently 10 DPO), I’ve been tired, and achey, increased discharge, nausea off and on, increased urination, and today I COULD NOT get full. I ate a box of Mac n cheese, a chicken breast, and green beans for lunch all by myself in one setting and I had to stop myself from finding more to eat! I just felt like I was STARVING. I rarely even eat lunch tbh 😬 I know I should wait, but I honestly don’t want to test at all... I’m tired of getting my hopes up! My hubby really wants me to test in the morning, but I hate to waste the test 😕 what do you guys think?