Emotions after loss

Claire

When I was 14 I was forced to have an abortion. And 5 years later I’m takeing care of my moms friends daughter who is the same age as my baby would be and I had to buy a car seat for my van to be able to watch her and not have to worry about changeing over the car seat I was glad to do it she’s the sweetest girl ever and I love her so much and I cried so much just puting that car seat in my car. Full on brake down. Thinking how this would of been my life. It felt so right to have it in my car.