I haven't been in the mood for sex for ages...

Since having my daughter I haven't want to have sex for the longest. Yesterday I woke up finally feeling the urge, so I bought some condoms on my travels which I left on my So's bedside table. Today we finally had time alone for the 2nd time in a year (no exaggeration). Anyway we took a nap and we snuggly until he said he was in the mood and I told him I bought condoms (he didn't notice them) and he asked me if I was ready 😢 it felt like my first time again he's too sweet!! He's been waiting so patiently but I honestly didn't feel myself but now I just want to jump his bones 🙃🙃