Now, I know most of you will say not to give up. “It’ll happen when it’s supposed to.” Or “God is just making you wait to bless you.” That doesn’t help at all. You never thought you’d be the one to struggle, but here we are.

I’m so tired of seeing other women who aren’t trying or are trying get pregnant so easily. Now, I don’t know if I have some sort of fertile issue or not. I’m going to find a fertility doctor and if I have to run up my insurance bill I will. But until I know, I’m giving up. I’m fed up. I’m tired of letting a negative test and doubts run my life. I’m just so done. My husband will be getting tested too.