I’m sorry that I don’t know what I want. Being young and in love is hard. I’m sorry I pushed you away, I want you in my life more than anything. I’m sorry that I don’t know if things are the same or will ever be the same. I want nothing more than to just be happy but everything in my life is happening so fast and things have been so crazy. I miss you. I wish you weren’t so far away. I think that would make this easier, it’s hard to figure things out when I can’t even see you face to face anymore. I hope things get easier for us soon.