Heartbroken

Today my husband broke my heart and I don’t even think he meant to. I told him I started my Period today and I had cried about it. We are t actively trying. It’s an “if it happens it happens” situation. I couldn’t even tell you why the start of my period made me cry today versus the normal start of any other period. I was in a little bit of more pain than I normally am, so that was likely the cause.

I have Endo and have been super frustrated with docs lately.

Anyway I’m telling him this and he says, “it seems like you’re on your period a lot these days, lately.” Are you kidding me?!? This is the worst this I have you could have said to me. I was looking for sympathy and that comes out of his mouth. I don’t think he realized what he said. He then couldn’t figure out why I shut down for the night. I took everything in me not to bust out crying right then and there or just rage at him. I’m just so angry and hurt right now.

My Endo symptoms have been worse and I have been actively trying to find a good doctor and trying various treatments to no avail. The last doc I went to I had high hopes for, and he was one of the worst.