Is there something wrong with me?

I just had a baby 5 weeks ago and she’s so ugly that I’m ashamed to show her around. She looks like a lil monkey. My first was the cutest baby and she still is, but I don’t know what went wrong with this one. I’m highly disappointed. I feel like such a bad mom to have those thoughts but that’s how I feel. Am I the only one who feels that way about their kid? Is something wrong with me? Or whatever I’m feeling is totally normal?