I guess I’m bi?

I’ve only ever dated men and have felt perfectly content with that for all of my relationships but I’ve also had the occasional crush on a woman. I’m now fully single for the first time in quite a while and realizing that I want to finally explore more of my sexuality and I keep feeling like I should try going on a few dates with women. The thing is I’m terrified. I’ve secretly wanted to pursue women for a very long time but have no idea how to go about it. I don’t like the idea of going on apps, especially since I’m not out and I know people who might be on them, but I don’t know how else to find dates. On top of just finding a date in the first place, I’m overwhelmed by the idea of being with a woman and having no clue what I’m doing. Any ideas on how to find dates in a low pressure way or general advice would be so appreciated!