Since I got off of my period 2 days ago I haven’t felt myself.. and I know my boyfriend notices because he keeps asking me what’s wrong and I keep saying nothing because I don’t know what to tell him. I don’t even know myself. I’m just in a... funk? I have a job. I am a waitress. Same thing I have been doing since I was 14 and I am 20 now. He just started a really high paying job and got his first check yesterday for just his training week which was $500. I go tour the school I am hopefully attending in January on the 7th of this month. I have some bills that I am behind on and can’t seem to catch up on. But other than the bills, what else do I have to feel this way about?? Our lives are finally trying to come together and I feel I have nothing to be happy about.