Postpartum depression

Dawn • Happily married with 4 beautiful children 💖05/08/01💙02/02/05💖04/19/07💙02/27/19

Ok so I have been going through a ton of weird feelings!! My husband doesn't believe postpartum depression is a real thing, but I swear I have it! I'm too nervous to ask a doctor about it. But I have been feeling super sad all the time and all I have been caring about is if my family is happy with me or not. I'm not really caring if I get a shower or even if I get a chance to eat!! I dont leave my house or talk to anyone anymore, I even erased my social media accounts as I feel more depressed seeing some of the posts!! I dont feel loved and I really just feel like the care giver to everyone else in my home! Is this normal or not??