In my thoughts

I know that everyone's story is different, but sometimes I worry since I've never had a positive, it makes me wonder can I even get pregnant? Is it possible? probably, but in 14 months I've never had a bfp or even a vfl I have PCOS , I'm now on metformin and clomid and I'm worried they aren't going to work and that I'll never have a baby that is biologically mine. It make me sad and jealous of all the bfp, I know jealousy isn't a good look and I know that "being down on someone else won't make my life better"but it still, anxiety and jealousy,are two things that I feel very strongly when thinking about if I will be fortunate enough to concieve.