I’m always sad and I feel like it’s a bother to the people around me but then they think I’m being rude by distancing myself. I don’t know what to do and I don’t know what’s wrong half of the time. I hate being the mood kill and when something actually happens it makes me EVEN MORE OF A MESS. like I hit rock bottom the other week and had a breakdown faked sick to go home from school and told my friends I hated them and to fuck off. Everything with that is fine now and I thought things were getting better but now I feel like I’m back at square 1😪😪