Need Prayers!!!!!!!!36 weeker is here!!!

Today I just turned 36 weeks, everything was going like always, brought my 2 toddlers to daycare, went to shop for my little one that we were expecting to see on Nov28.... I should mention that hubby was at work and it's like 40 min away from home and I am not driving.... So I was walking around and notice "lots of Braxton Hicks" within one hour, not painful just hard, tight belly every single 5-7-10 min.... Random timing..still no pain ...I even didn't thought that it will turn to Painful contractions so surprisingly fast that I will have to run back home being in pain... Came home, called my husband 16 (!) Times he was not picking up... He had no network and contractions was 3-4 min apart lasts 45 sec each.... I started to panic, didn't know what to do, called Uber (who was 5 min away ) but he never came.. I was standing on the front porch of the house so helpless and stressed... Then hubby is calling, while I am saying that I am waiting an Uber... He briefly saying cancel it, hung up the phone and send a msg that ER will come soon... They came really fast I should say, at the hospital after checking dilation - 6cm... Less then half an hour I started to feel like I need to push and my "oh and ahhh sounds became louder".... They checked -fullly dilated. 3 pushes - baby boy is born... OMG unmedicated birth, so fast, unpredictable... Weight is 2.750kg, everything seem to be okay, then they checked his blood - suger levels extremely low, he is now at the NICU... I am completely lost in my emotional journey, I am happy that generally he's fine, as well as it feels so lonely and empty that I am not with him, and most terrible feeling is guilt that my body couldn't handle at least 1 more week... since 6pm I am having heavy bleeding because he went so fast... Please tell me something I am close to cry...