After losing my son 7 months ago I’ve discovered that I’m now going to have a rainbow baby his baby brother or sister😭 I’m happy but I’m scared I don’t want to lose this precious gift either I still miss my son so much and I’m finding myself telling him I’m my prayers thank you and hope I’m going to tell them about him and I hope he’ll always watch over him or her. At this point I really want another boy but I’ll be happy with a girl because either way I’m going to have so much love and attention to give. This mommy is ready and really ready to give another the world. I have so many things to talk about to him or her just like big brother and so many books to read again 🥰 I’m so happy. I’m going to see my doctor this next week and request constant monitoring because I don’t want to have anything happen and I really need to bring this baby home next July ❤️❤️