TTC 5 days late...IM SO NERVOUS

Beth

I’ve been TTC since June this year and this is the first time I have actually felt so hopeful. I switched off from the app last month because I could feel the pressure on my relationship as my boyfriend didn’t understand how much effort it takes to conceive. ANYWAY! ihad a fever last week so didn’t think it would happen this month and since my blood test with my doctor came back that I didn’t have a strong sign of ovulation I just didn’t see any sign of hope....but I’m now 5 days late with my period and I am so nervous. I’ve been advised to do a test after 7 days late but I can’t bring myself to buy one. I just keep thinking I’m going to start my period in the middle of the night and wake up so disappointed and not like the results that I see. I want a baby so much, this is the closest I’ve been to achieving one!