Sex after vaginal delivery

I had my first kid 2 months ago and my boyfriend and I haven’t had sex yet. I had a tiny tear that didn’t require stitches and I got the all clear for sex from my doc, but I’m nervous as all heck. Does anyone have any tips to help me get over my nerves?? I’m mostly afraid it’s going to hurt bad and I don’t want to start getting down & then have to make my bf stop after he’s already waited so long (not that he would be upset, I’m the one who would feel bad). I basically feel like a virgin again 😭