How you do just sit back and wait for a proposal..

How do you just sit back and wait to get proposed to 😅 No seriously, I feel like I’m obsessing over this. I know my boyfriend is scheduled to buy my ring on Black Friday because the silly sales lady decided not to make the details discreet. Soooo now, it’s a waiting game. He keeps saying things like we have “ALL” of next year (2020) to get things in order and it makes me feel like I still have a while before it actually happens. How do I stop thinking about it? I literally have dreams of it being Black Friday now 😂