It's been 10 weeks since birth

ANNND I still havent made much progess on weight loss. I'm doing low carb diet/intermittent fasting and havent lost anything in over a month now. My body is covered in strech marks. I literally hate everything about myself when I look in the mirror. I'm starting to developed ppd due to my body image issues.. I dont want medication, I dont want to see a therapist, It's not going to make me love my body/myself. Idk what to do anymore. Wish I could just wake up tomorrow in a different body. 😭😭😭