I give up with sex.

My boyfriend and I had sex again today. We regularly do it when we see each other. If my parents are out, full sex will happen but it my parents are home and we’re safe to do other things, we’ll do oral and I’ll jerk him off and he’ll rub my clit and finger me and all that jazz.

When we first had sex, it felt so fucking good, it started to get better and all of a sudden, it just doesn’t feel good anymore and its making me feel like a let down and a disappointment because I said it upfront to him. Does anyone know why this is happening to me? I just want it to feel as good as it used to. I don’t get any pleasure from it anymore, just pain. The only thing I feel pleasure from is oral and fingering. Someone please help me 😔😭

UPDATE: I used a dildo which is actually the same length as my boyfriend’s penis but its thinner and it felt amazing. Maybe just need to be more turned on and relaxed. I’m gaining hope though 😇