Well soooo bout halfway through last year I had a big massive crush on this girl... And then I met this guy and one day I'd like the girl... And the next I'd like the guy. Then he and I started dating... We broke up after two months, I don't think I had proper feelings for him though. After a while (like a couple weeks I got over him very very soon) This other guy asked me out. I had only known him for a couple weeks, I didn't have any feelings for him but I was convinced I'd get them. In the end I broke up with him because it felt wrong to date a guy.... As in I literally couldn't cope. Now I like the same girl again a lil bit. Also the only lesbian in the year I have a crush on as well... Like idk the idea of dating her seems so nice😚😆

Do you know what this means? xx