Little info me and hubby been trying for 10 years , We been trow treatment for 5 years I’m not the prob he is anyway I really really and always wanted a family and he knows this , his the best husband ever and it hurts so much but I really don’t know what to do anymore we talked about adoption for years one min it’s like he all for it and the next his not and talk about how kids will ruin vacations and stuff and I just don’t feel he understands how hurt it makes me I stopped treatments few years ago when I went trow A crazy miscarriage i was 14 weeks everting was going great in my pregnancy , Then my dr told us your baby might have dwarfism , So they gave me tests to confirm that , 2 weeks of preparing and telling family and not letting your excitement down me hubby go for a check up and the dr tells me he thinks your baby also Down syndrome so now I’m a damn mess and going for more test and counselors to help use learn and get trow this then around my 17th week they said my baby boy also has Spina Bifida and other issues they said I can either go on with my pregnancy which would lead to lots of birth issues or even have a stillborn or have a medical abortion we decided to continue with the pregnancy and that night I went to the bathroom and had a horrible miscarriage 😭 so after 7 years of treatments and that I had a nuff this happened 2 years ago so I’m doing a lot better I just need advice to get it trow my husband head I really wanna adopt