Hey to anyone who reads this. I feel really alone. Like in agony alone. I'm 33 years old. I'm living with my fiance. We already feel married. Been together for almost 4 years now. We've been through a lot together. He's my partner. He's also a big chef in the city we live in. With all that being said, I'm the one staying at home day in and day out. We only have one vehicle. I can't even drive for the time being so transportation is hard. I'm going on my 3rd week of not leaving the house. My fiance understands this and does the best he can with the time he has but since he is our soul provider I don't feel I have a lot of say. Not that I don't have a say at all. He's very good to me. But I feel very alone. I'm alone most days and can't leave the house even if I wanted to. I'm so sad. I've expressed all this to my fiance and he's unsure how to help except encourage me to find myself and be happy. I feel trapped. And here I want to start having a baby... Yeah, right.

Sorry... I had to vent. 😔