For years & years I hated holidays. I grew up in a very abusive home, they type of childhood where you grow up to pretend that you're a perfect family but behind closed doors you're scared out of your mind & holidays are fake.

But NOW!!! I'm excited for Christmas because I have my own little non toxic family. I'm excited to celebrate even if it's the smallest thing.

I even put my very first tree up && supper early & I'm taking my almost 2yr old Daughter to Gilroy Gardens for Christmas. Ready to start new traditions.