I’ve had a rocky sex life and I won’t go into too much detail but I’ve pretty much always been forced it’s never been on my terms until I met my fiancé but I feel like I’m not fulfilling him or myself, I hardly ever cum when he occasionally goes down on me and it’s not really ever that long enough. I guess my question is is it normal to have this feeling or uncomfortableness when he’s trying to get me to squirt? I guess the best way to describe this is when he plays with my clit with his hand rubbing it fast I get this overwhelming feeling and I have to tell him to stop because it’s so uncomfortable that I’m almost in tears... is this normal or am I just weird?