5 years ago today I lost my first pregnancy. My angel baby 💙. This year is extra hard because I'm pregnant with my rainbow.

I'd have a 4 year old running around right about now if I hadn't lost him. I'd know what to expect during this pregnancy if I hadn't lost him. When I made it to the second trimester I was excited but nervous because everything was completely new. I should of already felt these things years ago.

Days like these make me wish I could just stay in bed all day ☹💔

Sorry, kind of rambled on at the end there.