So scared of giving birth :(

I’m 28 weeks. I’ve always wanted a baby but I have bad anxiety so I have always panicked about giving birth. I can’t take a lot of pain and I always feel like I’m gonna pass out. I’m so terrified for this the closer it gets. Every like 2 weeks I have a panic attack about giving birth and what if I pass out during it or can’t breathe or am in too much pain to handle or what if I die during. I’m scared I’m not strong enough for this. I know everyone describes it different but everyone in my family has made me more scared about how painful it is and you think your dying or gonna die during it because it’s so bad. My mom last night told me she’s so scared for me to give birth because of the pain and it’s all making me panic more. Thank you if you read all of this. Just need to vent and maybe get some tips or words of advice :( if anyone has had a less painful experience that would help too. Thank you 💜

Btw people telling me I have no choice I have to give birth...yes obviously still doesn’t make me less scared