Money venting

Just need to vent in a place anonymously. I quit my job after having our 3rd baby, so I can raise our kids. If I would have stayed at work, after paying daycare, I would be bringing home around $600 a month, which wasn't worth it to us. We just found out our property tax is going up by 500% starting February 2020. We are already short $100 every month, and now this. We literally have to move back to our home town just to be able to survive off of one income. When we move back home, we will be able to have grandparents watch the kids, so I can work part time to have "spending money" for our family, while my hubby's paychecks will pay the bills. But we are getting super discouraged because there are NO jobs back home for my hubby to work. I would love to just sell our house and pay off all of our debt (45k worth), and move in with my parents until we can find a house down there for cheaper. But that would mean my hubby would stay at his job where we live currently, and that's 2.5 hours away, and I don't want to only see him on the weekends. I just needed to vent. Please someone tell me it will get better. Because I honestly don't know how we are going to survive come 2020. We have already cut out everything that we don't absolutely need. We only have Internet as an extra, and that's because my hubby needs it for his work.