Hi all, I just don’t really know what to do anymore I’m posting this anonymously because I don’t want to be identifiable.

I’m 7 weeks 5 days and I feel like the world is ending. I’m really happy about the pregnancy, and I love my jelly bean already....

Basically a couple of nights a go, my husband told me he’s not sexually satisfied. He was talking particularly about oral sex. He says I do it ok and it’s not my technique but he likes the thought of a “bad girl” and as I’m a “good girl” and a wife he isn’t really feeling it.

As you can imagine he’s knocked my confidence completely and now I’m wondering if he would ever cheat. Part of me says forget about it because it’s his problem, if he cheats then he looks like the idiot, not me. But I also feel completely disrespected.

I started crying and told him how I felt and he immediately apologised and said nothing is going to happen and that I should feel secure with him.... but the truth is I dont. I feel like crap. I cry every morning on my way to work. I look in the mirror and I really don’t like what I see. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like I’ve got nothing left